Bitch bitch bitch

I have spent the last two days annoyed with just about everything.  I cannot figure out why.  The fact that I don’t know why is annoying me more.  Work was good on Saturday.  I got things accomplished, new coworkers were happy to have me, and office got organized enough for me to function.  Spent Saturday and Sunday with my family.  My son has been kinda bratty lately, but other than that things have been really good…or at least okay.

So why am I so grumpy?  Every time someone talks to me I bite their head off.  Even if it’s something nice.  I try to bite my tongue but instead out comes a big load of grump.  My husband has been super nice to me lately and all I can do is yell at him and apologize all day.  Fussed at my son.  Fussed at my mom.  I feel like the last two days have been circles of scream, say sorry, scream, say sorry.  I feel like such an ass.

Could it be Geodon withdrawal?  I’m not sleeping worth anything even with the addition of Ambien so I know I’m having some issues coming off the med.  Could it be a side effect of Abilify?  Could I just be in a bad mood for no reason?

I’m gonna keep an eye on it.  I was hoping to not have to see my doctor on Friday before I leave, but if this keeps up we need to discuss before I run all the nice out of my husband and family.


About Kira

How do you say "I hate the about me section" without sounding cliche? I haven't found a way yet, so instead you'll now be subjected to random bits of info so you at least know what the blog is about. I'm a 26 year old wife and fairly new mom trying to make a life for myself and my family. These things should be run of the mill, but alas, I have Bipolar (amongst other diagnoses that I have long since lost track of). So here I am, trying to juggle a professional career, marriage, motherhood...and my own general crazy. All the rest of the "about me" sordid details will have to come in time, but the bottom line is that I need somewhere to vent that makes me feel like I'm being heard (even if no one ever reads this) and if along the way I can help another person or two then all the better. **Full Disclaimer** For the record, Kira is not my real name. Pretty much everyone I know is aware of all of my issues, but I do have a career and such and need to keep some level of privacy due to that. And, well, I'm paranoid. View all posts by Kira

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