I went to the neurologist yesterday for my migraines. I couldn’t take the constant headache anymore. I left with FIVE prescriptions. I now officially take more medicine than a 90 year old. My life is so depressing.
The doctor told me that I had a lot of things working against me. She said people with psychiatric problems tend to be treatment resistant (figures). She also said a lot of the medicine I’ve either tried and had issues with or can’t take because of my bipolar so we’re limited to what we can use. She also doesn’t want to prescribe narcotics, most likely because of the bipolar. I really don’t care what she gives me if the headaches go away.
I walked out back on
Dopamex Topamax. The pill that makes me tingly and stupid. She says orange juice will make the tingly go away. Something my crazy doctors didn’t know I guess. I also got some kind of fancy Ibuprofen (Ketoprofen?), Trexemet, Imitrex shot, and a refill of Promethazine.
I find it increasingly odd that all of my problems are treated with similar pills. This leads to me believe all my problems are cause by my crazy.
She also wants to do a spinal tap because she says maybe, based on my headaches, I might be leaking spinal fluid. Really?! I mean, really? Can’t I catch a break?? Jury is still out on if I believe this is possible enough to deal with a spinal tap. I’m untrusting of lots of tests. I’m sure the doctors get a kickback on these things. There’s a lot of money in big problems. Perhaps not so much with treatable ones. I’ve been stressed like crazy over it and my hypochondriac head is now making my spine hurt all day.
I had to get a new book to track all my medications. My old book ran out of room. I really hate my life on days like this.